从此...

从此...我的夜晚少了你的陪伴...
从此...我的夜晚是寂寞的...
从此...我的眼泪止不住...
从此...我对你的想念有增无减...
从此...我害怕夜晚的到来...
因为想念你的那颗心让我觉得好寂寞...

回忆将会是我每晚做的事...
因为...
我想你....

回到过去，行吗？？

《 大树。小鸟 》

你是一棵不动的大树，
而我，
不是一只没脚的小鸟，
而是一只一直在你这大树周围绕着飞的小鸟～
不是我不想停下一直带我绕着你飞的翅膀，
而是，
我找不到一个可以让我在你这大树上停下来住下来的地方....


by: 阿面

爱了就知道－戴爱玲

睡得不多 可是梦却好多

有什么紧紧塞在我的胸口

像酸甜的苹果 又像会飞的气球

我常常想你想到泪流

每天不同 这关系太难受

偶尔像情人又像是好朋友

心悬在半空里 面带着微笑忧愁

会安全降落或摔得很疼痛

感情被懂得是一种幸福

等待着被懂得是一种孤独

越来越不能忍受你的暧昧模糊

我要我要我们都一样的投入

不必先祷告爱了就知道

一用了真感情 会留下回忆变成美好

不想管警告爱了就知道

感受所有的过程才重要

身为男人你不要 比我胆子还要小

有感觉就该让我知道…

半桶水的我...

阿面一直都很羡慕那些有专长的人～
因为阿面觉得自己好像什么专长都没有～

比如姐妹中：

阿头会指彩～
阿瓜会武术～
阿菇的时事还有对金融方面都很强～
阿爆&彩很独立勇敢,什么都自己来～
阿嬤会跆拳道～
阿莉会排球～

我呢？？ 样样都是只会一点点....没有专长～ =(
谁能告诉我，我的专长是什么？？

Malacca Trip～ ^_^

告别15年的马六甲～ 久违了～ ^^
是的～!! 本人正是那位15年都没再去过马六甲的阿面～哈哈～
距离上一次去马六甲已经隔了15年～ 哇～好久哦～～

*** 5/12-6/12 （Sun & Mon） ***
我和我的那一群好姐妹【老婆们】去了2天1夜的马六甲～
我们的目的不是去参观什么三宝井，三宝庙，红屋，大炮等等～ 而是去【吃吃吃】～ 顺便聚一聚～^^

#去了鸡场街搬了点土产回家～ [ 都是吃的～～哈哈～ XD ]

#去了dreambox唱了4个小时的歌～[ 那里有够冷的～～说它的歌不新也不会～新歌几乎都有～就是有些比较不新也不旧的歌到没有... 怪～!!  =.= ]

#去吃了2餐娘惹菜～ [ 还不错吃～只可惜没有吃到娘惹糕点.... =( ]

#去吃了生平最贵的lok lok.... [ 味道也不是很好.... >.< ]

#旅店也还不错～ [ 蛮干净的～ ^^ ]
可惜的是我们6个老婆，回到旅店冲好凉后就倒头大睡～
还以为会有聊个不到4,5点不睡的夜晚～ 怎知～大家都累坏了～哈哈～

~cendol~

~Baba Nyonya heritage house~

～娘惹菜～

开心的2天1夜马六甲之旅～ 谢谢你们哦～^^
期待我们的【热浪岛】，【金马仑】还有很多很多旅行哦～～ ^^

惊险的1小时20分钟～

**25 November 2010**
期待这天的到来～终于到来了～因为我终于可以回家了～ ^^
sarawak的天气果然变化无常～白天大热天，晚上尽乌云密布刮风下雨... =.=''
登机时，天空布满了乌云～站在梯子上，感觉就像站在山上～好大的风～～头发都被吹乱了～【 重点不是这个～!! 】

6.45pm前往senai机场的飞机起飞了～ 开心的终于飞离sarawak的土地～
怎知....... 7pm左右～飞机穿过云层....下着雨....还给我闪电～!! 【 这是我最讨厌的～!! 】
厚厚的云加上那讨人厌的闪电...我们的飞机(AK5846)就这样摇摇晃晃地在云和闪电中飞行着....
可怕的事来了～ 闪着电...飞机慢慢地开始左右摇晃着.... 以为几秒后就会结束...怎知....越摇越恐怖～

第一次坐飞机坐到好像在坐云霄飞车.... 整个人在座位上东倒西歪，跳上跳下...>.<
我的左手一直紧紧地抓着握把，根本不敢放开,不敢乱动....

我的右手则是紧抓着美芳的左手.... 眼睛根本不敢张开.... 

同样第一次遇到这么可怕的事... 我们两只手都抓得很紧很紧～

【 天啊～!! 救命～ 快点飞出云层吧～ 我好怕～ 阿弥陀佛～阿弥陀佛..... 】

我在心里一直默念着～不希望出事～ 不想这样就掉下去....死掉.... 

飞机的摇晃没有停下或变小... 反而摇晃得更加厉害.... 

这次不只左右摇晃，还上下跳着..... 

【 哦～!! 拜托!! 不要再摇了～!! 呜～我好怕～快点抵达senai飞机场吧～ 】

飞机突然的降下一格，我的心也跟着掉了下去的感觉～ 突然的又跳了一格，我们都离开了座椅..... 

紧张的气氛，乘客们的安静，让我感觉到大家的紧张～

大概被震了10分钟... 终于停下来了.... 我的心跳得特别快，手也在发抖... 

如果我有心脏病，我一定暴毙死掉～!! 真的晃到太可怕了.... 

阿菇说：“你应该叫那飞机师驾慢点～”

阿面说：“我还想叫他驾快点叻～我要快点landing啊....吓死我～!!”

我讨厌下雨时坐飞机～!! 更讨厌闪电时坐飞机～!! 痛恨～!!! >.<

从今天起，我对乘坐飞机有了种感觉～ 那就是恐惧症～!! 

朋友说这样的机会还多的是～ 这真的让我开始很害怕在闪电时乘坐飞机....
这1个小时20分钟的行程，真的让我欲哭无泪.....

在你们面临【死】之前，脑里面想的是什么呢？

你的家人，朋友还是爱人？

唯一想到的一个人又会是谁呢？？

在我的脑里刚浮现的是[ 害怕 ---> 阿弥陀佛 ---> 掉下去的画面 ---> 过世的外婆 ]

exam...Exam...EXam...EXAm...EXAM... is OVER~~~~ ^_^

hohoho~~~ finally my final exam for my 3rd sem is over~~~ 

start my holidays follow by the end of exam today~~~ yeah yeah~~ ^^

wat a suffering n hard 4 weeks for me.... >.<

no mood to study but still need to study... then the result of study is blank in my mind when i was in the exam room.... wth.... =.=''

3 weeks for 6 papers.... hmm... quite long.... until now i still in UNIMAS... =(

10/11 (Wed) PBI1012 English for Professional Purposes

hmm... feel relax when i sit this paper....

13/11 (Sat) SSB2073 Industrial Relations & Human Resources

got 50% 50% in this paper~

15/11 (Mon) SSF2034 Social Theory

juz OMG can describe this paper.... =(

20/11 (Sat) SSB2013 Labour Economics

hmm..... goreng watever i know~~ XD

22/11 (Mon) SSB2034 Sociology of Work

OH NO~!! for this paper... scare... T_T

24/11 (Wed) EBF1023 Basic Finance

quite ok for it~ hope can get wat i wan~ ^^

exam...Exam...EXam...EXAm...EXAM... 10/11 - 24/11

huh~!! make me insomnia this few weeks~!! >.<

my favour Essence of Chicken~~  only will drink it during exam day~ ^^

how was my exam??

hmm.... really dun know~ 

the result will be out on 10 December...... 

procrastination

OH SHITTTTT~!!!!
this few days holidays... but i m not in the study mood.... =(
wat m i doing??
on9 on9 on9....fb fb fb.... n my mind & heart r flying bac to johor ady.... not at me.... =_=
no mood to study...can't focus on it.... after study also like blank in my mind.... >.<

hyvine ng a hyvine ng~!!! can u stop thinking of tat?? faster start study la~!!!
u wan know all of ur family is looking forward to ur graduation on time... so u can't extent~!!! pls.... STUDY NOW~!!!
3 more subjects to go~ faster study~~ after tat u can bac home n do wat u like~ so pls....
STUDY~!!!

burning midnight oil~~

hohoho~~~ now is 3.06am~~~ wat m i doing??? study?? fb?? blogger??


juz woke up at 12.20am..... bcs too tired juz now~~~ XD
after tat fb n msn vf my dearest 'lao po' a while~ miss them so much~~^^
【 looking forward to c u all 3 weeks more~~ ^^ 】



is burning my midnight oil ING.... wat course?? SSF 2034 SOCIAL THEORY!!!!
my god~~!!!  dun understand at all.... wat the helllllllllll.... >.<
use 3 days to study it.... only know Auguste Comte, Herbert Spencer & Karl Marx..... = =lll
wat r the others tat i read??? really dun know..... >.<
4 credit hours........ haiz.... 完蛋了我....  =(
hope the result will be ok..... i scare to resit this paper....damn boring vf it.... >.<

2 days more... start my FINAL~~~!!!
hope it go smooth~~ 
God bless me can get good result n dun fail in any course~
[ a mi tuo fo~ 阿弥陀佛～ ]


***continue STUDY bcs still not sleepy~~~ hehe~~***
add oil~ hyvine ng~~  ^^


good luck to me~~!!! 

another favourite song from Taylor Swift - Mine

【 Mine】 by Taylor Swift~~

another favourite song i like bsides 【 you belong with me 】~~~ ^^

like it much~~~ ^^

[ you are the best thing ]

[ that's ever been MINE~~ ]

random 2~

Study week~ Day 4.......
omg~~~ day 4 ady.... 6 days more start my final.... T.T


还有6天啊～～ 考试考试....
这个sem的我不知道在干嘛！！没目标，没动力，没心情.... 好像第一个sem的我...混着过....
脑里好像什么都没有....其实是有，只是很散....没法并抽起来.... 这个句子接不上那个句子.... 等于【空】... >.<

今天起了个大早～ 也没几早～  就这几天里最早的一天～ 9.55am~ 哈哈～
从9.15am赖床赖到55分..... 真的是可以用一个字来形容--懒～～～
那么早起来干嘛？？ 当然是要读书啦～
突然心血来潮，想要早起读书～
认识我的朋友，都应该知道我是个夜猫～
我常说【我宁愿迟睡，也不愿早起来读～】哈哈～～
因为我知道，太早我根本爬不起～～ =P
结果叻～现在11.40am了....书没读到～尽然还在 fb & blogger~~ haiz.... =(
决定了～写完就去读书～～ 加油啦～～阿面～!! ^^

在我考试前，总有你的【祝你考试顺利...加油加油^^】
让我有那么一点的动力～ 谢谢你啦～^^
【好好读书啊！】这是你要我记得的～ ^^


嗯嗯～～把我想说的都写出来了～
突然觉得我的动力来了～～～ YES~!!
这个sem~ 我的目标是3.00以上!!

加油～阿面～!! ^^

*** 读书去～ ^^ ***

random 1~~ ^_^

oh my~~ long time din write my blog loo~~~ almost 1 month~~ haha


erm.... in this 1 month, too many things happen.... 
rushing my assignment n presentation......
going out vf my uni frenz~~(jungle tracking, steamboat, sushi king, sing k, movie, Mcd....)
something bad around me n my uni frenz~ =(
but, now~~~ erm... i think ok n hope it ok~~~  ^^

~my dear roommate's 21st bday~ 17/10/2010

Sushi King, Bonanza~^^ 20/10/2010

sing k~ 20/10/2010

thx 4 all of ur accompany when i m down, bored n lonely~ ^^

thank you very much~~~

yeah yeah~~ 29/10/2010~~ my last lecture day~~ end vf my EBX n EPP presentations~~~

it means tat my study week is start~~~ 

ady bz for 1 month~~ decide to have a good rest n release all my tension~~~ 

Tonite, BBQ at chia chia's house~~~ woohoo~~~  ^^

Final is around the corner~~ wish my frenz n me GOOD LUCK IN OUR FINAL EXAM~!!

n after tat, i gonna to leave here n bac to my dear family n best frenz~~ ^_^

COUNTDOWN ING~~~ ^^ 

*Mid-autumn Festival 2010*

25 September 2010

TODAY~~~!! wait this day so long~~~ n_n

mayb bcoz long time din go out after bac from johor~

mayb juz stay at hostel everyday without any activities except doing assignment n fb.....

i m very very excited n expect to go for this event 'Mooncake Festival 2010' in UNIMAS~~~ coz can go vf my dear frenz in UNIMAS~~~

of coz can't less taking photos la~~~ haha~~XD

had a nice n fun nite~~ thx all~~ ^^

me n grace~~ both of us very happy o~~ ^^

do u feel our happiness?? ^^

happyING~~ ^^

after the event~

mooncakes~~ delicious~~ but too many~~ XD

my lantern~~ ^^

erm.... not bad~~ had a nice n fun nite~~ ^^

we all happy n enjoy for the shows~~ damn funny~~ i laugh out loud there~~ lol~~ haha~~

too stress after i bac here.... juz think there are many assignments n midterm, i ady feel stress....

we all very free n relax in the beginning of this sem, now....haiz.... work like hell..... T__T

many assignments are due....mid-term is coming..... juz less 5 weeks, then the final is around the corner... huhu~~ =(

this week is my bz week...... 1 presentation, 2 assignments, n 3 mid-term.... T__T

hope they go smoothly n good luck to me~~ [God bless....]  ^^

۰•● ❤ ●•۰ ~my holidays~ ۰•● ❤ ●•۰

I had a nice, fun, happy n wonderful time during this holidays~~~

meet my dearest family, frenz n him~ ^^

*10 September 2010*

i had been going to Kulai to meet my 2 Balia frenz~~~ happy n funny~~ ^^

1st time go there alone by bus.... i go there vf scare bcoz never been there by bus....scare will lose or miss the terminal.... but, luckily i arrived there safety~~~  ^^

~bus ticket from Skudai to Terminal Kulai~

~from Terminal Kulai to Skudai~

it costs $2.50 not RM2.50 le....haha~ pay in Ringgit Malaysia la~~~ XD

  

went there to sing k vf them, play bowling n play game~~~ ^^

a funny day bcoz i done many stupid things such as i sing k until the wire drop from the mic, i fell down while playing bowling.... =.=''

taking photos b4 going bac to Pekan Nanas.... n_n

 

~johnson n hyvine~

 

~me n Suki~

even though it juz a few hour vf them, but i m very happy~~ n_n

*11 September 2010*

yesterday went to sing k~ today.... i sing k again~~~ but is vf another dearest frenz~~ tat's my dearest sisters~~~ ^^

long time din sing k 2gether vf them~~~~ not bad~~ happy also but almost laughed by them....T__T...bcoz of the bowling~~ XD

but, it's ok~~ only sisters can laugh like tat~~ (by kefan) ^^

 

4 of us~ kefan, cherine, hyvine, xlin~

*13 September 2010*

today~~ woohoo~~~ go Universal Studios Singapore vf my dearest frenz~~  nice trip~~~ ^^

we had fun at there~~~ go there sure 4 playing n taking photos~~~ XD

we play 2 times jet coaster~ (1st is normal to us, 2nd is irritating, high, excited n i wanna say 'WAH~!!'....it's really nice, grand n beautiful inside the Ancient Egpyt....) bsides tat, we also play the rapid adventure at the Jurassic Park~~ the dinosaurs r around us~~~ nice n surprise~  ^^

we used abt 10 hours there for playing, taking photos, lunch~~~ a nice trip there~REALLY!! ^^ If hav chance, i might go there again~ ^^



~hyvine, li, kefan, xlin, cherine, choi n  ah hou~

(bcoz we booked our tickets 1st, then the tickets r all sold out when we reach there...so ah hou juz accompany us take this photos... dun know he go Casino or not~)

~~our tickets~~ ^^

~inside the BIG n beautiful castle~ ^^

~me n his big tummy~ XD

~6 Malaysia models at the Ancient Egpyt~ haha~

time abt 7pm~~ b4 we bac~~

it's really a nice place~~ i lovin it~~~ ^^

although we all r tired but really had fun there~~ hope can go there again~~ ^^

*16 September 2010*

tonite, my dearest frenz n i go to Mcd to celebrate Kang Li's bday~~ ^^ bcoz after this day, all will bac to study n less frenz in johor~ so we decidede to celebrate early then it's TODAY~!! ^^



~Happy 22nd Bday to Kang Li~ ^^

~bday girl n hyvine~ n_n

(my last nite in Johor...T_T)

after we finished celebrating kang li's bday, we continue sing k at Loud Speaker (11.15pm - 2.15pm)~~ XD

when i bac home is around 3am..... n_n

mayb is last nite in Johor...  so feel sad bcoz wan separate vf all of them again.... T___T

hope the nex holidays fast fast come n slow slow go~~~  ^^

۰•● ❤ ●•۰ i m looking forward to the nex gathering vf U all~~ love u all~~ muackk~~~ ۰•● ❤ ●•۰

❤ 突然的开心只因为你 ❤ ^ ^

突然的开心只因为你～～ ^^

12.13am 电话荧幕出现了你的头像...电话那头传来了你的声音～ ^^

明天～～明天～～Opppssss!! 是今天今天～～ ^^

开心+期待因为又可以见到你了～～ ^^

现在的我真的是‘见牙不见眼’～～ 开心开心～～ ^^

因为........你~  ^^

~my last weekend in August 2010~

28 August 2010

*Majlis Buka Puasa vf WA12 (IRLS)*

today, i had Majlis Buka Puasa vf my WA12's seniors, juniors n also our penyelaras Industrial Relations & Labor Studies (IRLS)~~~

had fun in this 1st event of IRLS~~ especially in the lucky draw section~~~ haha~~

the 1st lucky person is our president~~ Elainne Ooi ~~ XD

i also 1 of the lucky person~~ ^^

almost each batch got lucky ppl~~ but the 3rd year seniors say 'kenapa xda 3rd year?? semua 3rd year x dpt la....' funny~~ XD

we also took many pic~~ 1st time join event vf members IRLS bcoz b4 this i was social work studies students~~ hehe

~b4 the majlis start~

Darmia, Stella, Malina & me^^

members IRLS

*wishes & greeting from IRLS 2010*

c~~ full of wishes n greeting~ n_n

captured by stella~~

finally the event is end~~~ ^^ thx everyone who support n attend~~  TQ! ^_^

do u think tat after our event, we will go bac sleep after bath??? NOPE.... we continue to our another activity~~~ ^^

29 August 2010

*movie at MBO, The Spring*

on the way we (ah mei, ricky n me) bac from faculty to seroja, we decided go to watch movie at midnight~~

i wan say truthly... i really feel damn boring in room~~ really wan go out to relax~~ hehe^^

we (me, jean, evie, elainne, wen & ricky) decided to watch Vampire Sucks..... erm.... this is a funny but a bit boring's movie..... dun know wat happen to tat movie bcoz i din watched twilight b4~~~ XD

very 'gek xin' after we bought the tickets bcoz we suddenly watch the preview of STEP UP 3!!!  omg!!! i wan watch that movie~~ abt dancing~~~ i wan watch it~~~ like it~~~ hope can watch after i bac Johor~~~  ^^

p/s: 4 days more i can bac JOHOR lo~~~ eXcItEd~~ExCiTeD~~ hehe ^^

Justin Bieber - Stuck In The Moment (With Lyrics)

~Stuck In The Moment With You~

with u~ with u~ i wish we have another time~ i wish we have another place~~

۰•● ♥ miss ♥ ●•۰

u ever asked me b4 i bac KCH... { Who is the person u miss caused u dun wan bac kch? }

sure~ include u.... i miss u so much~~

be frank vf u, from the day i came here, my mind is full of u..... T_T

mayb i met u b4 the day i bac kch... really miss tat day~~ i will not forget 7.7.2010~~ ^^

u accompany me to sing k, kacau me, accompany me walk around from 5th floor to 2nd floor, accompany me chatting, accompany me walk to the bus stop n say goodbye....  miss it~~

** hope can c u soon~~~  ^__^ ** MISS~~

                                                                      ~~ miss ~~

                                              ~Stuck In The Moment With you~
                # with you~ with you~ i wish we hav another time~ i wish we hav another place~ #

~different of mood~

23 August 2010

** 好久没有在fb的chat room跟他聊天了～每次看到他的名字旁边亮着绿灯，心跳就会跳快一下～ 是兴奋还是因为紧张？？我也不知道～　XD
今天他的名字旁终于亮起了绿灯~~  ^__^ **

Finally!!! done my Sociology of Work's assignment!! damn happy~~~ although the nex day got class at 8.30am.... 【normally i can't wake up if late sleep at abt 3am++】
mayb bcoz too happy n excited when i finished my assignment, so i got a good mood going to class~~~ ^^


24 August 2010

today class 8.30am~~ wake up early n prepare to class~ good in mood~~ ^^

2pm class Sociology of Work~~ print out the assignment to let my lecturer mark abt the citation n references.... wah!! many things need to do correction..... OMG!!  @__@
BUT, from this lesson i learn a lot abt how to write the citation n references bcoz i was confuse b4 this~~ thx Mr. Kelvin.... ^^


25 August 2010

erm..... today has different mood !! tired + lazy + sleepy + angry + happy .....

tired bcoz sleep at abt 3am++ again.... >.<

lazy bcoz raining in the morning n skip the tutorial of social theory again....>.<

sleepy bcoz very tired cause i no mood listening to my lecture..... >.<

angry bcoz having dinner at SCR Kota Samarahan.... the service is DAMN LOW & BAD!! >_<
 
happy bcoz hav fun vf my dear frenz in unimas while walk bac from our dinner~~~ non-stop taking the sky pic~~ haha~~ but the colour of sky today is nice n beautiful~~ ^^

the view of sky abt 6.30pm in unimas

i like the sky~~~ always hav a good mood after c it~~  ^^ 

~HaNgInG oUt~

huhu~~~ this fri n sat went out here n there o~

 

Friday---13/8/2010

【friday】 normally is a bz day 4 me coz need to attend classes in the morning, afternoon n night...

but i was free on this fri nite bcoz of my part time lecturer is at kl~~ XD

then, we plan to go the CHEF AT HOME 4 our dinner~~ ^^

there is a nice place~~ although the prices r 'xia si ren'...but the food all very BIG~~ so worth la~~ ^_^

after our dinner, we went to the place tat we often went b4~ WHERE LE?? sure *THE OFFICE*~~

we went there vf the decision suddenly~ only 10 of us went there...we had a fun n high nite there~ especially our miss EVIE~~ dun know y she so high there~~ over active n high~~ XD

although the DJ not so good but we play ourselves (SS)~~haha~ very fun!! ^^

 

Saturday---14/8/2010

【saturday】we ady plan to go 4 clubbing~ mayb yesterday went ady, so today no mood go again...=(

first, we plan to go *CHECK-IN*, but there is full.... so we change our destination to *THE CORE*....

when we arrive, there is empty....mayb we go too early....XD

there has no our lovely dance floor... so we juz dance bside the tables~lolz

too many things happened tonite....such as:-

someone is round the tables here n there.....n someone is like 'gen pi chong', follow here n there.....= =''' HATE....spoil our mood~ >.<

someone is eating outside sendiri....>.<''

someone le is act like very pro n geng...=.='''

although the DJ not so bad but feel like not really fun.... ='(

hmmm...this week i m very very very lazy jor..... feel sleepy everyday n on9 on9 on9.... = ='''

skip 2 classes ady....【lecture of social theory n tutorial of social theory】....

WAT M I DONE?? lazy betul me!!! >.< must change it!!! must start doing my assignments..... if not, i think i will fail the subjects.... =(

i really dun know wat m i waiting 4 when i on fb... on9 all day long...NONSTOP lo...= =

mayb bcoz of him....waiting him reply my comment..... FINALLY!!! he reply my comment yesterday..... he really bz recently..... miss him so much...... almost lost contact 25 days....

【i know u r bz.... so i juz waiting for ur comment n msg silently.....dun wish to disturb u~】 ^^